i forgot to mention, yesterday my vicar agreed to bless my marriage in august 2012 on my 15 year anniversary, i was going to ask at 10 years but i was 6 months pregnant. i am so thrilled to say my vows again, maybe even my own, but how amazing, i am now born again and in a new life so i felt convicted to bless or as my vicar called it, thanksgiving over my marriage in my new christian life, my husband is thrilled even though he is not saved but he said " you never know wt will happen in 2 years, i could believe you just dont know!! I love him so much and i think for my four children to dress up and see how much mummy and daddy love each other is a good example to follow, plus my 9 year old was born on my wedding anniversary and she could never work out in her little mind, how did you get married on my birthday and i wasnt there ( how sweet) so now she is so excited,even more than me. I will just panic now because i hate being in the limelight, it makes me ill, when i goot baptised and had to give a testimony i had the runs for a week before, i dont know ho i will be with this, but if i ask the Lord to be with me and give me the stregnth i need, he will just as he did at my baptism.