Sometimes a disability can be a blessing and not a curse, god move's in mysterious ways
Yes the title is correct, I have a few disabilities hypermobility syndrome, fibromayalgia, M.E and Rheumatoid arthritis. I never wanted any of these disabilities because they are dreadful, they come under the catagory chronic pain. My husband was an electrical engineer with a good job and good money, he worked 12 hour shifts all our married life up until 2 years ago when i went really bad with my illnesses, I have had the hypermobility all my life which they call mechaniacl pain, but the other problems came on me years ago and got worse, I sometimes thing maybe the birth of my last daughter may of brought on the M.E as I have to have c.sections and she was my 4th section, it was suppose to be a planned section but my little girl decided to be born 3 and a half weeks early! she was ok just sleepy of the pethedine they gave me to slow the labour down (never worked) i on the other hand lost 4 pints of blood so I had a transfusion, would a good and gracious god want me to die on the table and leave 4 children behind, I think not, well anyway I think that this birth may of brought the M.e on as it tends to attack people who are weak. so theres a description on my illnesses and yes I do believe that if i did not become poorly then I would not of become a christian, when we are going through things that seem like you want to just die or the doctors are doing that many blood tests, x-rays and what not that you get lower than you have ever been!
I get down sometimes because I am human and I have flare ups with my problems and I become imobolised, it's painful even with painkillers but I speak the truth when I say that having a problem can lead you to God, he is our creator he know's us inside out and knows how many hairs are on our head, isnt that just amazing.
Some people say that "if there were a god then why would he make you ill or cause famine" , well from the second Adam and Eve ate of the tree life was going to be a painful life, we do this, mankind are destroying the earth not God, I do not blame him for any of my physical disabilities, I thank him for giving me a path that leads right to him through Jesus dying on the cross for the sins of all mankind, that is a gracious god to send his only begotten son to bear all our sins.
I may struggle but in the new life with christ there will be no suffering, no pain, no upset, just perfection like there should have been!
This website is a way for me to evangelise to people and let them know things happen for a reason and not to try look for blame else where, this is how life is, life is how we make it, For me being part of a fellowship in church is fantastic, you would not believe how uplifting it is after walking out of church after a service.
Enjoy your life the best you can, I am trying to, i might sound bonkers to you but I assure you I am level headed with a lovely family and just because I believe in God doesn't make me a freak, it makes me a very blessed person!!!
I get down sometimes because I am human and I have flare ups with my problems and I become imobolised, it's painful even with painkillers but I speak the truth when I say that having a problem can lead you to God, he is our creator he know's us inside out and knows how many hairs are on our head, isnt that just amazing.
Some people say that "if there were a god then why would he make you ill or cause famine" , well from the second Adam and Eve ate of the tree life was going to be a painful life, we do this, mankind are destroying the earth not God, I do not blame him for any of my physical disabilities, I thank him for giving me a path that leads right to him through Jesus dying on the cross for the sins of all mankind, that is a gracious god to send his only begotten son to bear all our sins.
I may struggle but in the new life with christ there will be no suffering, no pain, no upset, just perfection like there should have been!
This website is a way for me to evangelise to people and let them know things happen for a reason and not to try look for blame else where, this is how life is, life is how we make it, For me being part of a fellowship in church is fantastic, you would not believe how uplifting it is after walking out of church after a service.
Enjoy your life the best you can, I am trying to, i might sound bonkers to you but I assure you I am level headed with a lovely family and just because I believe in God doesn't make me a freak, it makes me a very blessed person!!!