Hi to all who read my site. I am taking a week with my husband and children and we are going to haven blackpool in our 6 berth awning with our little souki. I am hoping that it will be a good rest for us all as we have been up the wall all week, my 2 year old split her head open last night the 20th october2010. Also my son has been going in my purse and dressing room rooting for money wherever he can, i have had the community officer around to talk to him, I have had the pastor come and talk to him and we have gone to the local police station where they took him into the interigation room explained about the seriousness of the situation as he is 12 and can be arrested, my son was even shown the holding cell with just a hole in the ground to poop and urinate in. I am trying everything i can and so is my husband, we have just learnt that the children at school are taking in £5 a day and there are lots of pressures, so we are going too try and have the family pull together and fix this situation, we all deserve a happy family and if my son steals it breaks my heart so maybe spending some time together and talking and have fun, just maybe he will open up to me instead of shouting at me!! what shocks me is that jack will write out his 10 commandments and do bible stories but actually putting it into practice is a problem for him, so my point for this was to say there will be no added diary en
proverbs 27:1
Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth. proverbs 27:2 2 Let another praise you, and not your own mouth; someone else, and not your own lips. You have to agree about these 2 verses, they tell it as it is, there 2 of my favorite phrases in the bible, but to be honest i like many verses My mum is amazing, just as i am feeling so sore and just wanna give up mum always seem's to pick me up! I am very sore today it's that bad i am sore all over and typing is a nightmare, my poor husband had to rub deep heat transvasin all over my entire back, It doesn't work it just burns that bad that you think you are on fire instead of in pain ( well i do still have the pain)
Mum has just sent me bags full of the silver beads for my pandora bracelet, there's loads to look through, mums always know! oh and she sent a gorgeous new pandora bracelet with pink beads and charms on of bags, I am so blesses by our Lord Jesus Christ for giving me such a good family x hiya, i aint done a blog for a while, i have had loads of hospital appointments, so anyway worst thing happened this week, i found out a friend of mine is ill, i can honestly say i havn't been that upset for a very long time, i had a migrane all through the night up to this afternoon! I just want to add how brave people can be, even more so when we have our Lord Jesus Christ to carry us through these trials in life, i am just ashamed to know how poorly she is and am moaning this week cos of cholestoral checks , diabetes test and rheumatoid and M.E!!
God moves in mysterious way, it's just fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well what a day i have had! i went to see my nan and my cousin was sitting there and said "hello" this was unexpected of me as his father had threatened my life his ife rammed the car door into me in mum's car, and there other son who is going to be a doctor asaulted by ramming garden gates into me, and they wernt the little ones. so when I go to my nans I hate it because one of the family will be there because nan is in a granny flat that was built for her to be looked after, and she isnt because the floor is filthy and her toiled isnt fit to be used. so after taking her home so they could look after her, its all gone badly, iIwoulkd love to know what i have done to deserve being mocked because of my faith and disabilities, i just go to nans ready for the violent foul mouthed family! This is where loving all people like yourself is quite difficult, being a christian is no walk in the park i will tell you that for nothing!
hi, it's sunday afternoon, i couldn't manage to go to church this morning. On friday evening our church had a pamper evening, e had sweet treats and pampering things like foot spa's, facials.massage and many other things. on the way in we were greeted by a lady who got us a drink, i asked for non alcoholic grape juice, i dont think thats what i got given due to the later effects it had on me, i take many medications so alcohol is a no no, as well as me not drinking anyway. so i am recovering still today, it was an honest mistake for someone to make but a dangerous one for me, so here i am today hoping i will feel better later for evening service!
If i cannot make this evening's service i shall make a prayer time to do in silence, if thats possible with 4 kids and a puppy! i forgot to mention, yesterday my vicar agreed to bless my marriage in august 2012 on my 15 year anniversary, i was going to ask at 10 years but i was 6 months pregnant. i am so thrilled to say my vows again, maybe even my own, but how amazing, i am now born again and in a new life so i felt convicted to bless or as my vicar called it, thanksgiving over my marriage in my new christian life, my husband is thrilled even though he is not saved but he said " you never know wt will happen in 2 years, i could believe you just dont know!! I love him so much and i think for my four children to dress up and see how much mummy and daddy love each other is a good example to follow, plus my 9 year old was born on my wedding anniversary and she could never work out in her little mind, how did you get married on my birthday and i wasnt there ( how sweet) so now she is so excited,even more than me. I will just panic now because i hate being in the limelight, it makes me ill, when i goot baptised and had to give a testimony i had the runs for a week before, i dont know ho i will be with this, but if i ask the Lord to be with me and give me the stregnth i need, he will just as he did at my baptism.
well how do i start, i had a pretty ok day today, i had a little potter in my garden, hat a killer is that ( you dont realise how hard just pottering is ). Actually i have been thinking today weather i am praying enough or studying enough? my medication makes me drowsy to the point i am so sleepy that i dont always remember to pray, but saying that i look at my garden and thing "how fantastic is just one flower, how intricate, every one different, just like us, our own DNA, fingerprints, how man cannot replicate sperm or a womans egg to create a child, or breast milk or an immune system, when you go out look around you, the sky a persons garden, just think about all the things God has put on or in the earth for us to use, scientists may make things but the basic elements have to be there to start with! mad a!! i will leave you with that thought, i'm of for a lovely shower x
| Hi, i am going to write a blog, hopefully every day but if i am ill i will have to skip some, i want to show you who i am and the best way to do that for me is to be open and honest. so this is me, Marie.........
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